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blue_soaring

3/29/08 03:22 pm

You know what I really, really want? Fisting fic. Yes. Sam/Dean fisting fic. Dirty, filthy Sam/Dean fisting fic.

But my write is all writered out. ._.

...seriously, though. With Sam's big ass hands? And DEAN, all broken to itty bitty pieces and maybe a little shifty at first, because hey, that's pretty kinky there, Sammy boy, and all those trust issues and zomg. WE WANTS IT. And by we, I obviously mean me, the evil twin and the WORLD.

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• swordage

  3/30/08 04:34 am (UTC)

  

  mmmmmmmmmmmnnnnnnnnnnghyes. I am in complete agreement. I don't trust myself to try to write it (no, seriously, I write the boys so badly I am ashamed of myself) but man oh man I would love to see someone else do it. Just - Dean all stretched out, sweating as the A/C clicks on and off, trying not to move because damn Sam's hands are big and trying to open up because it is, after all, Sammy - and it doesn't help that Sam won't shut up, murmuring quiet enough it almost turns to white noise until the A/C thumps and dies again and it's just them, just Dean and Sam.
  
  ...Okay I don't usually get that verbose in comments. >_> Don't mind me over here.

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  • blue_soaring

    3/30/08 06:11 am (UTC)

    

    Yeeeah, just like that. I figure I need a couple weeks to recover from the brain-explosion of fic and then I can get right into it again. I have a monthly word quota or something.
    
    Hey, I don't mind at all, keep going, I know it works for me. XD And hey, you might inspire me to get started sooner! >:D

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    • swordage

      3/30/08 08:37 am (UTC)

      

      It's been about two years since I last wrote anything worth mentioning. Sigh. I am always insanely jealous of your stories - they suck me in every time, and yet you're always making more! Quality AND quantity, much to my delight.
      
      Honestly I hadn't thought much about Supernatural and fisting before, although I think I did read an okay story with it once - but when I do think of it I get caught up on Sam's knuckles, the shape of his hands, the scars he must have. Every shooter gets a little scar between thumb and forefinger - that's how you learn to keep your damn hand out of the way of the slide, by getting sliced open a few times. He must have calluses on the pads of his fingers, gripping shovels and knives and steering wheel leather. He's got big knuckles, unmistakably male, the kind that doesn't squeeze together well at all - he's not compact, that's for sure, for all that he can do a passable try at inconspicuous. So there's no way to make him small here, no way to make Dean take anything less than all of him - and Dean can take it, breathe in and bear down, four fingers in his ass and the other hand on the small of his back, stroking down his sides, soothing the trembling jerking muscles and the little fragile noises Dean doesn't even know he's making. He's caught up in Sam's hand, the thick bend of his thumb now, slickwet heat throbbing in slow heartbeat time. He opens up and clings in turns, trembling, and Sam whispers yeah, Dean, like that in a voice gone dry as desert dust.
      
      Ahaha I have to relearn how to be shameless. XD Performance anxiety!

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      • blue_soaring

        3/30/08 09:01 am (UTC)

        

        ...wow. I sorta feel like I don't NEED to write it now, that was awesome. Ngh. I get stuck on the noises Dean makes, because he's Dean, right, and he doesn't make noises like that with anybody, maybe not even Sam except for now.
        
        I'mma just reread this paragraph a couple times and bask, kay? *dreamy sigh*

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        • swordage

          3/30/08 11:23 pm (UTC)

          

          But I want you to write it because you'll do all that lovely stuff with the trust and the issues and the boys being so them and also so hot (although that is kinda superfluous, huh). ♥ But yeah, the noises, man, just little tiny things when Sam shifts, because Dean's so caught up in it, in Sam, that he doesn't even hear himself. They don't burst out, don't get caught in his throat, because for once he's not holding them back - it's almost little sighs, little whimpers that Sam never knew Dean could make, would make.
          
          *eyes all this* Huh, alright, maybe I will work harder at finishing that one story so I can try writing something new and gratuitous with them. But really, you should write the fisting. I will never say no to fisting fic. :D

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• greenapple

  3/30/08 05:29 am (UTC)

  

  I liked this one.
  no accounting for taste, though.

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• (Anonymous)

  3/31/08 03:54 am (UTC)

  Emmm.. it's Jared/Jensen and you might have already heard it, but still, this is a really hot fisting!podfic.
  It's here--> My Whole Huge (Handhttp://laugiana.livejournal.com/42822.html#cutid3). Just scroll down a bit.

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  • (Anonymous)

    3/31/08 03:56 am (UTC)

    Yeah...that fucked the http up. Sorry about that but I don't know IJ at all. Here's the link. http://laugiana.livejournal.com/42822.html#cutid3

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• swordage

  3/31/08 10:21 am (UTC)

  

  I am awesome and have Google-fu. We have for your fisting enjoyment fic by ifyouweremine, mickeym, plutogirl10, and sanyin. The last one is almost an episode tag for Mystery Spot, so spoiler warning for anyone stumbling on the links.

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• (Anonymous)

  3/31/08 12:25 pm (UTC)

  Um. Jared/Jenson fisting? Is that close enough?
  
  http://smokeringhalos.livejournal.com/11938.html

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  • (Anonymous)

    3/31/08 12:27 pm (UTC)

    God, this place is better than a kinky porn store. Awesome.

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