while with his gun the pagan angel rose to say

This is the fourth(ish) installment of what Team Porn has now dubbed Ordeals 'Verse. The first three(ish) are:

1. A Nice Day to Start Again
2(ish). He Ain't No Prince
3. Not the Only Man She Sees

The evil twin did an awesomely thorough beta on this one, but in my tweaking (as usual), there are probably some stray typos. Or missing words. They're there in my HEAD, OKAY.

The Seldom Seen Kid
Supernatural. Sam/Dean. NC-17. ~10,000 words. Co-authored with ponderosa.
"You get all the best curses."

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Huge, massive, really quite insanely sizeable thanks go to fleshflutter and stormcloude for jumping in with awesome beta work--any typos or missing words or weird things like random moose on the side of the fictional road are a product of my endless tweaking.

Evil twin, iluvu, even when school eats your life.

13 months in 6 minutes
Supernatural. Sam/Dean. R. ~3800 words. S4.
"For what other reason are you here, if not to save him?"

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Cherry Bomb
Supernatural. Sam/Dean. R. ~800 words. Hooker!fic.
The first year of college, Sam figured out there were just some things you couldn't run from.

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One Minute Promises
Supernatural. Sam/Dean. NC-17. ~300 words. In response to the blindfold_spn request for Sam/Dean in Playthings, episode 2.11.
One minute, he's promising a wasted Sam, Yeah, sure, no problem and the next-

( Read me. )

Slip me another
Supernatural. Sam/Dean. NC-17. ~400 words. A blindfold_spn request for one of the boys drunk/drugged.
Dean should be shot.

( Read me. )

Hands and Mouth
Supernatural. Sam/Dean. R. 200 words. For supernatural100's prompt 'cut' (22). 4.14 coda.
Dean is all the things his hands do.

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Thank you, Show, for providing me with enough fodder to last me through to August.

I now how five (five!) fics on the go at once. Oh. Show. You do me so right.

I need a new mood. Opium.

EDIT: Comments are not spoiler-free!

Disconnect
Supernatural. Sam/Dean. NC-17. ~1300 words. Dubcon. A pinch hit for ayan_desu on spn_j2_xmas. As always, many thanks to ponderosa121 for helping to whip this into shape.
It started with Sam's smile carved into the meat of Dean's heart.

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Before I crash for the night, ponderosa121 and I collab'd on another giftfic for the spn_j2_xmas exchange on LJ. Follow the links below!

Witness
Supernatural. Sam/Dean. R. ~2600 words. Written by blue_soaring, Illustrated by ponderosa121.
Standing up, Sam pulls a cloth out of his back pocket and cleans off the knife.

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So my grand total for things witten in blindfold_spn is 25k in 28 assorted fics and ficlets. It's going to take me a long, long time to claim all those. XD

What I'm really happy about is how freeing it was. And I don't mean kink-wise, I don't have any shame anyway. I mean as a writer, just picking a prompt, putting down whatever comes to mind and not worrying so much over structure, flow and readability (though I did that a lot, too). For me it turned into an exercise of what I can do, what I can't do, how quickly can I do it and how do I draw the reader into a snapshot moment.

They weren't all successful. That's totally not the point.

My only question is: When's the next one? XD

Smoke Signals
Supernatural. Sam/Dean. NC-17. ~8300 words. For kitsune13 on LJ as part of the spn_j2_xmas exchange. Thanks to ponderosa121 there's an incredibly awesome extra treat (image, not worksafe = yay, Team Porn)! Enjoy! :3
Sam and Dean, a lawyer, a stripper, and a monster of the week all walk into a bar....

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Run, do not walk, to blindfold_spn on LJ right now. It is awesome, everyone is awesome, there's so much awesome.

I've written about 8000 words in responses to this thing already and it just KEEPS GETTING BETTER.

I think my fingers are hungover.

Holidays are AWESOME. Up until, like, yesterday, all I did was laze about, and then a random comment to the evil twin produced about 8000 words of something SPN. Win. Now I don't feel like I've completely wasted all this possible writing time.

I do have spn_j2_xmas over on LJ to post sometime over my break, too. As does the evil twin, which is made of so much yay it's insane.

In other news, if I take one step to the left, I may very well fall down the black hole of a comic fandom. Tony Stark makes me do bad things.

And now, the point. I claimed this for kinkfest and failed utterly on getting it ready in time. The prompt was phonesex. This is like, striptease phonesex.

All you can do
Supernatural. Sam/Dean. NC-17. ~1000 words. Phonesex!
I wanna know what makes you go off so quick all the damn time.

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The evil twin has a crush on JDM. This is me hastening her already rapid skid down that slippery slope. >:D

Everyday Feels Like Sunday
RPS (Supernatural). Jeff/Jared/Jensen. NC-17. ~7700 words. Fisting.
There's something in hearing Jensen answer the door, welcoming Jeff into their house that makes his heartbeat skip.

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Number three in what is quickly becoming the sequel!verse, as we keep writing sequels to sequels to sequels. Oh, us.

1. No More Room in Hell, Boys, John/Sam.
2. Where the Devil Sleeps, John/Dean.

One in the Same
Supernatural. Sam/Dean. NC-17. ~4800 words. Mentions of prior John/Sam and John/Dean.
It'd be easy to punch his brother right in his saucy mouth.

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Tell me what you like to see in fic, and for once, I don't actually mean (just) porn. I mean things that Sam and Dean do that are AWESOME.

Examples! Dean steals first shower all the time. Sam knows exactly how Dean likes his coffee. In fact, when Dean makes his own coffee, it doesn't taste half as good as when Sam gets it, even if it's fresh-brewed versus stale gas station sludge. Maybe Dean pops a stiffy every single time Sam pulls off some smooth as silk B&E. While Sam is perfectly capable of packing his own damn duffle, thank you very much, Dean's got this habit of doing it for him anyway and maybe Sam doesn't mind so much.

Anything and everything!

I want things that you love seeing them do, or imagine them doing, or want to see them do and fair warning, I'm going to put them in fic at some point. Yes, yes, I am. I feel like wallowing in the joy that is SamandDean. Wallow with me.

Please?

I wrote this weeks ago and never got around to posting, mostly because I was busy writing other stuff, heh. Canon's since killed a couple details, but this is me, not caring. Sure, I could edit, tweak, toss in the new ideas. Instead, I'm going to save those to write MORE fic. And hurt Dean EVEN MORE the next time around. MWAHAHA.

Yes.

Just Breathe
Supernatural. Sam/Dean. NC-17. ~2200 words. Wishful thinking for a missing scene in 4.04.
When Sam hesitates, he says, "Again," because he's going to fucking well make this body remember what it means to be Sam's brother.

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I forgot how much I loved the movie Charlie Bartlett. The characters, their interactions, the rhythm, the story, everything. I'd love to see that kid in more stuff but I haven't really seen him around.

Figured out (and by 'figured out,' I mean played with cables for all of thirty seconds) how to hook Roomie's laptop up to the television today. Gonna watch Ten Inch Hero again later, just so I can see Jensen make stupid blowjob faces.

My need to see Jared flounce about in cutsey little touques may some day outweigh the inevitable boredom of Thomas Kinkade's life story.

Spent some time sorting out files on the PC ealier and came across two FF7 mostly-finished fics, one SPN that's atmospheric pre-Stanford but I have NO idea where I intended it to go, and another SPN that's apparently underaged SOMETHING. No clue. I can't even remember writing the two SPN ones.

I'd really like to do something with the pre-Stanford one. Been poking at it off and on all day but haven't really been able to figure it out. Sam feels pretty... charged. Or something.

Here, have a ( snippet (Sam/Dean, pre-Stanford). )

I am shamelessly open to suggestions. Evil twin? Bueller? Anyone? :p

Today is an awesome day. You wanna know why today is an awesome day? It's the evil twin's birthday! And you wanna know one of the very most awesome things about the evil twin being born (aside from she's twee and cute and surprisingly, um, assertive when the situation calls for it)today is?

I no longer have a readily available definition for 'extreme' kink, and the list of things I won't write grows teenier and teenier every year.

Case in point.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PET. I LOVES YOU.

And I know you love me too, even if after I made you beta your own gift YET AGAIN, I poked at it more. Please consider any remaining typos chained to a cement brick and tossed overboard.

The Still Prayer of Devotion
Supernatural. Sam/Dean. NC-17. ~3000 words. D/s. Bootlicking! Slutty, needy Dean!
Sam drew in one deep, steadying breath. He never doubted Dean's control, only his own.

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